Utopia Talk / Politics / Fucking watermelon (ot)

Nimatzo iChihuaha	Wed Apr 30 12:56:52 Have been waiting for this moment. You know each of your kids will scare the shit out if you and almost die. Three year old choked on a water melon. I’m standing there tipping him forward and tapping his back at an angle, as you should. I was prepared for this… and I was keeping my cool while my wife was starting to slowly lose it. Tapping and telling her, stay calm stay calm. But on the inside I was having a third fight with the inner panic. This is taking forever. Why isn’t it coming out!? There is no way he survives a 30 minute trip to the ER… it felt like forever but in reality it was more like 15 seconds. Hug your kids extra tight tonight.
williamthebastard Member	Wed Apr 30 14:22:06 but firs smak teh hel out of tehm if htey show any signs of teh fagit gene
williamthebastard Member	Wed Apr 30 14:31:29 Social worker: Why does she have bruises all over her shoulders and neck again? Incel: she wos chokn on teh melin an i wos slappn it outta her yuo fuckn retart!!
jergul large member	Wed Apr 30 15:40:43 First aid course highly recommend. I have done a number over the decades (my outdoor belt is a stretchy one to serve as an emergency tourniquet is one tip). http://www.../when-child-choking-age-1-and# For the actual correct procedure. Cutie, I am glad your kid is ok. We all have what seems like one flashback scare per kid. You are not alone in the boat, even if this shoal might differ <3.
jergul large member	Wed Apr 30 15:42:55 I incidentally thought the thread would be about something else. Given the title.
Nimatzo iChihuaha	Wed Apr 30 15:43:54 Earning the name Gaygul :-)
williamthebastard Member	Wed Apr 30 15:44:37 Mmmm, given Incels usual views, I also expected to see something about black people and their sexual perversions according to QAnon
Nimatzo iChihuaha	Wed Apr 30 15:51:58 I just saved a baby from DEATH. I and living the dream and feeling like a million bucks. You lost your patience helping an old man. And the tragedy was that he didn’t even ask for you help, you imposed yourself. You little psycho you :-)
williamthebastard Member	Wed Apr 30 15:52:47 wehn i post teh werst things my slow unkreativ brian can think of bout yuor famly is perfickly normal but my famly is sakrid yuo fuckn retart! roooaaarrr!!
Nimatzo iChihuaha	Wed Apr 30 15:59:51 The sacredness of my family is untouchable. You can spew whatever you want. What I say about you and your family is fact though. Parents whose child join a gang, have faild about as badly as you can fail. That is not even a judgement call. Sadly.
williamthebastard Member	Wed Apr 30 16:01:35 Your family is trash and your child is even filthier /paraphrase of Incel
williamthebastard Member	Wed Apr 30 16:03:02 Man, neofascists really hate being treated the way they treat everyone else lol
Nimatzo iChihuaha	Wed Apr 30 16:10:20 I gave you a clear reason, and it pisses you off because it is undeniably and you have nothing. You mad, I get it. Meanwhile my 7 year old is solving equations and reading at a level many years ahead. We just started early. It’s not a contest, you and I belong to different species. Like I want to say, hey man lets start over tomorrow, but that would be totally fake. Your are beyond the pale.
williamthebastard Member	Wed Apr 30 16:10:48 yuo care bout yuor famly and i caer bout my famly but teh olny famly wot count is my famly you fuckn retart!!
Nimatzo iChihuaha	Wed Apr 30 16:14:04 I hate they way you treat me, the same way I hate the way a rabid dog would treat me. It just would not occur. You just put the poor dog down.
williamthebastard Member	Wed Apr 30 16:14:41 anyway, please give your trashy child a rest from your midnight visit in your sweaty night robe tonight. Just this once. You nasty fucking retard
Nimatzo iChihuaha	Wed Apr 30 16:16:42 Of course you care about your family. They just failed you as parents. In many ways it increased my empathy for you. You never had a chance. Of course the back story to why a dog became rabid doesn’t change reality. But you should know, I don’t blame you.
williamthebastard Member	Wed Apr 30 16:17:25 hehe
Nimatzo iChihuaha	Wed Apr 30 16:18:37 It’s not your fault.
williamthebastard Member	Wed Apr 30 16:20:13 Anyway, just speaking as a friend, I would think the watermelon excuse only works once with the social services. I dunno, maybe pretend that your piece of trash kid fell down the stairs next time or something?
williamthebastard Member	Wed Apr 30 16:21:37 * "piece of trash" being a direct Incel quote about my dead mother, btw
Pillz Member	Wed Apr 30 16:25:49 The victim complex is real with wtb, wow
Nimatzo iChihuaha	Wed Apr 30 16:26:16 It’s all the projections of a resentful jealous incel. You could have had this, in theory anyway. But you are so alone that the words of some random guy on some obscure forum makes you tilt and have sadistic meltdowns. You are spiritual child of Hot Rod.
williamthebastard Member	Wed Apr 30 16:26:34 Anyway, if your piece of trash kid dies next time you beat it, just pretend that you cared about her on UP and you’ll feel all vindicated afterwards. You fucking retard ;)
williamthebastard Member	Wed Apr 30 16:27:19 Im glad to have set the tenor of this thread on a more appropriate course ;)
Pillz Member	Wed Apr 30 16:28:36 It's amusing because everything wtb says on UP is what he says he'd want to censor
Nimatzo iChihuaha	Wed Apr 30 16:28:41 Wtb I understand that to you she was your mother, but I am telling you as a parent, if my son joined a gang, I would feel like trash. I would objectively be trash. Yes, objectively, she was a trash parent.
Nimatzo iChihuaha	Wed Apr 30 16:29:40 I’m glad that my threads bring wtb joy and meaning :,-)
Nimatzo iChihuaha	Wed Apr 30 16:31:47 “Pillz Member Wed Apr 30 16:28:36 It's amusing because everything wtb says on UP is what he says he'd want to censor.” lol :-)
williamthebastard Member	Wed Apr 30 16:35:09 Anyway, next time that piece of trash ”chokes on watermelon”, although I would prefer that you surrender her to social services, at least consider loosening the stranglehold on her neck. Please.
williamthebastard Member	Wed Apr 30 16:36:00 * you fucking retard.
Nimatzo iChihuaha	Wed Apr 30 16:48:24 It all just come out as Freudian projections. You were beaten as a child, possibly sexually molested. Parents divorced, you were left with your father in the UK, mother moved back to Sweden. Did she ever forgive herself?
williamthebastard Member	Wed Apr 30 16:52:40 shhh creator and violator of trash, you should celebrate by breaking your wifes nose again ;)
williamthebastard Member	Wed Apr 30 16:54:34 *fucking retard
Nimatzo iChihuaha	Wed Apr 30 16:59:33 You never dealt with the past. And when she died, it was too late. You are a walking warning, a book worth of lessons best learned watching someone else make them. Thank you.
williamthebastard Member	Wed Apr 30 17:01:15 t is so interesting how much these qanon neofascists hate being treated the way they treat others. Perhaps the useless life sciences such as neuorology will one day find a missing part in their brainstem or something
williamthebastard Member	Wed Apr 30 17:02:51 It is important to remember that they believe empathy is the weakness of western society and abide by their rules when trying to communicate with them
Nimatzo iChihuaha	Wed Apr 30 17:03:23 Not you though. You are better.
Nimatzo iChihuaha	Wed Apr 30 17:05:05 Nice attempt to save it ;-)
williamthebastard Member	Wed Apr 30 17:06:46 mpathizing with the dirty trash Incel tried to strangle tonight would of course violate his own rules of suicidal empathy, social survival and alpha male strength in every possible way, so I suppose the most efficient way of trying to establish forms of communication with him would be to laugh at the dirty piece of trash’s near death experience. Rofl!
williamthebastard Member	Wed Apr 30 17:07:23 * you fucking retard
Sam Adams Member	Wed Apr 30 17:16:02 Wtb you are mentally ill and should seek help. You dont have to live in this state. Glad your kid is ok nimatzo. Yikes! Nephew tried to do that the other day, with a cherry i think. Kids man.
williamthebastard Member	Wed Apr 30 17:19:34 Oh dear, I hope I didnt upset him for speaking about his live child the way he has often spoken about my dead mother :(
Pillz Member	Wed Apr 30 17:21:36 Just to be careful nobody else takes credit here: I'm saying wtb raped his mother and that's why he went with dad to become a nazi
williamthebastard Member	Wed Apr 30 17:32:08 oh, youve both guffawed about ny dead mother and are now clutching your little pearls lol.. Yeah, Im satisfied with the direction this thread took about empathy being suicidal for dirty trash like his kid, trash being his description of my dead mother. Of course, if his piece of trash of a kid had died, we’d sort of be even, so Ill save my heartiest guffaws for when his piece of trash daughter is dead and cold in the bathtub ;)
Nimatzo iChihuaha	Wed Apr 30 17:40:27 Wtb It’s not my fault your parents were trash. We can’t pretend the emperor is not naked buddy. There is nazi elephant in the living room and you want me to pretend like it’s normal. No amount of projecting on me and my family will change that. You are only diminishing yourself and confirming you just were not raised right.
williamthebastard Member	Wed Apr 30 17:42:16 * fucking retard
Nimatzo iChihuaha	Wed Apr 30 17:44:51 I did this to you :-)
williamthebastard Member	Wed Apr 30 17:46:00 /eats a piece of watermelon / choke /cough /arrgghhh rofl
Nimatzo iChihuaha	Wed Apr 30 17:51:35 I completely broke your vagina and melted your brain, by telling you something undeniable: parents whose child joins a gang, have failed. I dis this to you, and now the breakening is a self-playing piano. I put out the honey and you come and diminish yourself. Like the spawn of trash that you are :-)
williamthebastard Member	Wed Apr 30 17:53:10 Yes, the course this thread should take is as I decided and my work is done. Chuckle
williamthebastard Member	Wed Apr 30 17:54:10 * you fucking retard
williamthebastard Member	Wed Apr 30 18:21:22 Hey Incel, the next time your piece of trash kid nearly dies, do you think you could record its death struggle on your latest Apple iPhone 16 and upload the vid here for entertai- educational purposes? Thanks!
Nimatzo iChihuaha	Thu May 01 03:01:23 You lack the discipline to even ignore what I write. Despite the little performances you put on vehemntly denying you read. Who are you trying to convince now?
williamthebastard Member	Thu May 01 03:07:30 Incel should take choking on objects shoved down her throat as a useful lesson for her future career. Always look on the bright side of life dee-dum!
Nimatzo iChihuaha	Thu May 01 03:14:25 How often do you come and check to see if I have posted, my little fascist dog?
williamthebastard Member	Thu May 01 03:16:24 Anyway, I learned an interesting lesson from this thread: ”Empathy is an illness -but only when its applied to OTHER people. Never to ME”. Its just like their views on accelarationism. Millions of people suffering and dying is for the greater good. As long as its not ME and MY kids suffering and dying, that is, because that would be horrific. Thats such a profound and responsible take on the world. If you’re a barely self-aware 3 month old infant.
Nimatzo iChihuaha	Thu May 01 05:15:26 I have given you so much free information about me. Yet your insults are so feeble. Edgy teenager circa the dawn of the internet.
williamthebastard Member	Thu May 01 05:37:47 Just imagine the irony if your trash kid had died on the same day as Hitler. Then you would mourn April 30 every year just like your online gf Cherub the Cow lol
Nimatzo iChihuaha	Thu May 01 05:41:07 I broke you :-)
williamthebastard Member	Fri May 02 08:31:16 Hey Incel, that abortion of your first kid that you talk about on your dating site: Was it because it was a girl? Just curious
Nimatzo iChihuaha	Fri May 02 13:07:33 Try harder. I have gone into great details about that abortion and how it changed me, several times on UP. lol it so amusing to watch you fail over and over trying to find something! Anything! You are a lesser specie wtb.
williamthebastard Member	Fri May 02 13:50:47 Ill take that as a yes then. So sad.
williamthebastard Member	Fri May 02 13:51:46 But note how Judoka is so superior to fake WWE
williamthebastard Member	Fri May 02 14:20:01 If one was to try to apply rationalism to the physical facts that you drool over Elons belief that we must produce more kids and your far-right sympathies with the abortion-hating American neo-christian perversion with the fact that you killed your own child, not to mention your performative alpha male schpiel about your kids being ”sacred”, one would get very confused very quickly. But this is of course a classic case of where honest, consistent, unbendable principles is just something you pretend to have to pwn the libruhls
Nimatzo iChihuaha	Fri May 02 14:39:13 It’s like talking to a hallucinating psychopath. Just a very stupid and incompetent one. Like a rabid dog without teeth, tripping on acid.
Nimatzo iChihuaha	Fri May 02 14:47:45 Yet wtb is again projecting a window into his own soul. He is the same person that joined the Nazi gang decades ago, now preformatively pretending to be some kind of social justice warrior and anti-fascist. He is the fascist, though, as we have seen the many examples of the sadistic psychopath in action. He never changed, life, not even his nazi membership, taught him any lessons. This is what he projects.
williamthebastard Member	Fri May 02 14:50:00 Ok, I admit I was unfair there. Your complete lack of principles while pretending to be a principled conservative, as exemplified by you aborting your child, is not about pwning the libruhls. Its about every millimeter of what you think of as your ideology, your political perspective, consisting of nothing but self-serving excuses, privileges, lies that benefit your unadulterated narcissistic selfishness. It would be extremely comical if you one day tried to visit your dreamland, USA. If you informed the MAGA Ice thug reviewing you and admitted that your name is Iranian and you abortioned your first child, you’d be in an El Salvador concentration camp before we could breath ”infanticide” lol
Nimatzo iChihuaha	Fri May 02 14:53:33 I own you :-)
williamthebastard Member	Fri May 02 14:54:37 ^murdered his own child. Thats very, very disturbing
Nimatzo iChihuaha	Fri May 02 15:06:36 Even if I die tomorrow, my name will keep you awake bouncing around you demented mind. In a decade you will still be haunted by how badly I broke you. I did this to you.
williamthebastard Member	Fri May 02 15:07:10 Anyway, back to the topic: did you kill your child while indignantly yelling that your children are sacred since thats one of the (yawn) stereotypical alpha male identity things all alpha male identitarians should say, because it was a girl, or because you just didnt feel like taking responsibility for it? And when that poor child was choking on watermelon, did you deep down, secretly hope it would die for the same reasons?
Nimatzo iChihuaha	Fri May 02 15:11:08 You were so weak though. So easy. You tried your best, vehemently denied you read anything I posted. And I think for a time you actually ignored. But you always revealed yourself, clearly taking into account my ”feedback”.
williamthebastard Member	Fri May 02 15:12:49 I think Ill have to interpret that as you killed your first child because you didnt feel like taking responsibility for it, like a real man. Ok, thank you.
Nimatzo iChihuaha	Fri May 02 15:13:12 But you couldn’t keep it up. Do you know why? Because you are weak. You are emotionally unstable.
Nimatzo iChihuaha	Fri May 02 15:15:58 I blame your trash parents. Not you. They stunted you in your formative years. That’s why you keep going back. You are still back there.
williamthebastard Member	Fri May 02 15:16:41 But, without getting into how morally debase and fraudulent you are, what interests me more is how you reconcile pretending to be a responsible anti-abortion alpha male conservative whose kids are sacred with the fact that you killed your own child? I mean from a cognitive dissonance perspective?
williamthebastard Member	Fri May 02 15:33:19 Dammit, Im such a clumsy dumsy! Now Ive got him boiling with rage again :( Please ignore my comments on your utter moral prostitution and ethical emptiness. Im just curious from a scientific perspective: i.e the cognitive dissonance experience you had when killing your child but simultaneously telling yourself you’re an alpha male whose kids are sacred? What, from a scientific, phenomenological perspective, does that kind of cognitive dissonance that is such a core factor of your entire existence feel like?
williamthebastard Member	Fri May 02 15:39:22 I really must find a way to make contact with neofascists who murder their own children in a way that doesnt alienate them. But its so hard!
Nimatzo iChihuaha	Fri May 02 15:42:19 But, without getting into how morally debased and fraudulent you are, what interests me more is how you reconcile pretending to be a socially conscious justice advocate, with having once supported an ideology built on dehumanization and mass murder? I mean purely from a cognitive dissonance perspective, how do you carry that weight while chanting moral slogans today?
Nimatzo iChihuaha	Fri May 02 15:48:20 I'm just curious from a scientific perspective: i.e the cognitive dissonance: advocating for racial purity and supremacy while simultaneously telling yourself you're not a racist and believe in human rights? From the inside, what does that level of existential contradiction feel like, when the very moral framework you now champion would have condemned your former self as a monster?
Nimatzo iChihuaha	Fri May 02 15:50:51 God dam it! I really must find a way to make contact with the sadistic little sociopath in a way that doesn't push him over the edge and make him take out his rage on homeless people again. But its so hard!
williamthebastard Member	Fri May 02 15:55:22 Oh, how exciting, he’s back! Perhaps mild provocation should be noted as one way of engaging with neofascists who have killed one of their children. Anyway, my question is: when you act in as far an opposite way as possible to the principled person whose imagery you have assumed as a costume, e.g. the pretense that his children are sacred while killing one of them as you did, what are the psychological experiences? Did you feel any pain at such cognitive and emotional dissonance, or did you just shrug your shoulders? Any mental discomfort at all at the dissonance? Or did it come easy to you?
williamthebastard Member	Fri May 02 16:01:16 Dont worry about answering honestly or dishonestly, all your replies can be usefully analyzed from different perspectives ;)
Nimatzo iChihuaha	Fri May 02 16:12:52 Anyway, my question is: when you act in as far an opposite way as possible to the principled person whose imagery you’ve assumed as a costume, having gone from actual Nazi to self styled justice philosopher polymath, yet still mocking suicide and assaulting homeless people, not understanding the basics of any domain of science, what are the psychological experiences? Any pain at the dissonance? Or did the double digit skinhead aggression just change outfits and carry on as usual?
Nimatzo iChihuaha	Fri May 02 16:16:10 Shadow boxing his own demons.
williamthebastard Member	Fri May 02 16:22:41 Thats so interesting! So no cognitive dissonance between the misogynistic paternalistic identitarianism your father conditioned you to pretend to adhere to according to religious middle eastern customs and having your wife remove and kill the fetus bearing your child? Im not as interested in the moral perspective, since we can easily conclude that morals do not exist in your consciousness, but more at how the right and left halves of your brain seem totally separated and incommunicado. Very interesting stuff, you neofascist abortionist!
Nimatzo iChihuaha	Fri May 02 16:29:33 That’s so interesting! No cognitive dissonance between the Northern European pagan customs your father conditioned you to uphold, rooted in a twisted sense of honor and superiority, and the fact that you’ve abandoned all of that while simultaneously embracing the leftist ideology, only to mock and assault the vulnerable when it suits you? I’m not as interested in the moral angle, since it’s clear moral and ethics are only slogans to you. What truly fascinates me is how the right and left halves of your brain seem totally disconnected, as if you're living in constant psychological conflict. Very revealing, you nazi spell checker!
Nimatzo iChihuaha	Fri May 02 16:31:16 The closest you have come to insulting me is the delusion that you have a chance. That I am somehow within your reach. But then I realized, that kind of tragic overestimation is the hallmark of someone simply too stupid to know better.
williamthebastard Member	Fri May 02 16:35:23 Interesting, interesting. So when the piece of trash kid that nearly died from watermmelon was choking and spluttering like a deep-throated whore, did you feel the same sort of complete cognitive disassocation between your social identity and your actual emotions as when you killed your first child?
Nimatzo iChihuaha	Fri May 02 16:40:45 Fascinating. So when the reformed Nazi turned amateur philologist lashes out at the weak, mocks suicide, and unloads sadism under the guise of “leftist critique” does he feel the same clean dissociation as when he beat a homeless man for having the wrong opinions?
williamthebastard Member	Fri May 02 16:45:41 Thank you so much for your participation in this study of cognitive and moral dissonance! We'll get back to you if we have any follow-up questions regarding your decision to kill your first born because you didnt feel like taking on the responsibility.
williamthebastard Member	Fri May 02 16:51:34 p.s. Your presumptive first-born, I should say. It was never born, of course, since you decided to kill it
Nimatzo iChihuaha	Fri May 02 16:51:42 Ah, wonderful! Please do let me know when the paper is published, “Residual Fascist Structures in the Post-Radicalized Mind: A Case Study in Grief Appropriation and Sadistic Projection.” I assume you will cite your earlier fieldwork "beating the elderly for incorrect opinions" and "mocking suicide" as foundational methodology? Anyway, happy to have helped you see your pathology more clearly!
williamthebastard Member	Fri May 02 17:08:39 ;)
Pillz Member	Fri May 02 17:21:31 "Residual Fascist Structures in the Post-Radicalized Mind: A Case Study in Grief Appropriation and Sadistic Projection" Roflmao
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